Saturday April 9, 2011

Still haven't gotten meds filled yet.  Drank a little in the morning.  Just what was left over from the night before.  Not enough to feel anything.  But gosh I wanted more.  Never went and got any.  Thought about all day though.  Too much driving to do.  Had to take daughter to a friends house and stopped to get japanese and mexican on the way home.  Got way too full to even think about drinking so I ended up being able to talk myself out of it.  I always feel good about myself when I do.  I felt a little victorious but knew my drinking days were quickly coming to an end so I was wanting to drink a lot before then.