Saturday April 16

Today wasn't as bad as I had anticipated.   Mainly due to the fact that son's baseball game had been cancelled at least for the time being and also, I kinda enjoyed being sober.  My nine year old had a softball game earlier in the day.  Several of her night games I went with a buzz.  Not fun because by the end of the game it's wearing off and I'm tired.  Plus it will be nice going to church with a clean conscience knowing I had not "deliberately" been disobedient to what God has been telling me not to do for the last 6 years.  Yes, six stinkn years I have been disobedient to God!!!!  And He STILL LOVES ME.  Amazing grace how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me.  I once was lost but now I'm found was blind but now I see.